LIGHTHEAD

right now I feel like I'm in one of those moments when I was younger
when I felt like I could love the whole world
and I want to confess my love to the whole world
I want to take each every one of my friends a hug
I could even kiss them
it's a moment of so much bliss
I could even talk to trash bins in the street in my mind

these moments come and go for no reasons.
before I came to university I used to have a lot of these moments.
and when I was freshman and junior...some of these monents...much less...
and then it was replaced by a hellish chaos, then very calm sense of control.
Then it comes back now and then

It's a feeling like I could do anything love anything

but I know one thing is changed
I know more about the hurt on myself that I will be jeopardising.
If I actually run with this feeling. especially hurt from people.
cause over the years I found out,
that people are skeptical and small minded
and most just care about so many unhappy things.

but these moments are what I live for.